Wednesday, September 10, 2014

September 10. 2014

Dear Arlo Guthrie, 

Please forgive the time gap between this letter and the last.  Though I don't like to offer excuses it seems to be all I do.  Honestly, I haven't wrote because I can't sit still.  I have been all over the place.  Everywhere a days trip will allow.  I have been all through the North Carolina, Virginia, Kentucky and Tennessee mountains.  I find myself needing to go to  the store and ending up miles away from destination.  I guess my point is I'm sorry I haven't wrote.  I have thought about writing just haven't sat down long enough to act upon it.

How have you been?  Hopefully well.  What all have you been doing.  I try to look at updates on your pages when I'm on Facebook.  I've even been a little less on Facebook though.  

I've been having something bother me today though.  I know it is common for someone to be friends(acquaintances)  and somehow fade away throughout he years.  

Well, you see I have this one friend, at least someone I always considered one no matter where they were, who just this past year I got in touch with.  Then one day, they deleted me off their Facebook.  When I asked if I had done something they told me no just, "they normally have good judge in character and doesn't think we should be any more than knowing each other."  

Normally, things like this wouldn't bother me.  However, it did.  Even a few months later it still bothers me.  I constantly wish them goodwill.  I guess we never really talked anyways but that is fault on my part.  

You see I've been told I haven't changed a bit over the years by most people and a few I have changed for the best, I guess it bothered me to hear from someone I silently cared a lot about judge me so harshly when they didn't even see me or talk to me to know who I am anymore.  

And again the lack of talking is probably on my part because in person I'm kinda socially awkward.  Even not on person I am.  I guess I shouldn't let this bother me however I always thought very highly of this person and I can't help but care.  

Anyways, I guess I will be off now.  I'm truly sorry for the delay though.  I will try to write to you no matter where I am from now on.

Sincerely your fan,
Brittani 

P.S.  Please also excuse any grammatical mistakes because I didn't proof read this letter.